So I talked about a woman in here before who I know from another part of my life who happens to attend the eating disorder support group I go to.  I was shocked when I first saw her in group. She seems so confident and God I dunno but she just releases this energy of being this completely grounded person. I couldn't imagine her dealing with this. Just goes to show all of us have our shit. 

Anyway so in group HE (same person) acknowleged that he is transgender and has just started testosterone treatment.  And I'm just in this state of mind right now. I'm happy for him . Proud of him. I'm proud of his honesty and courage and STRENGTH.  I am a complete fucking chicken shit. I feel like I am incapable dealing with the smallest little things. And he is dealing with this huge issue.  I can't imagine. And I'm just I dunno. I hope that this will help him  feel more comfortable in his body.  The body he feels he REALLY BELONGS IN.