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May. 14th, 2008

  • 8:12 AM

Ugh. I'm lonely.  I'm tired of being alone. I am tired of not being good enough for people.

I can't. I don't know.

I tell myself I can happy alone. I can be. But it seems pretty impossible. There's this crap that comes along with it. Whats wrong with me?  Why the hell doesn't anyone love me.  WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH. And it sucks because these tiny things people say. When you realize you are not good enough for them. Are nothing, NOTHING TO THEM.  But those little realizations. God they hurt like fucking hell.

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[info]changingone77 wrote:
May. 14th, 2008 05:03 pm (UTC)
You don't have to be alone. You are still young and so much growing to do! Please be patient and kind with yourself, if you can.

People DO love you, I'm sure. It's just hard to see it and especially hard to FEEL that love when we believe we are unworthy, inherently unlovable. Once you dare to believe you actually are a lovable person, it'll come pouring in from everywhere.

Oh, and psssst, nothing's wrong with you! You're human, just like the rest of us, making your way the best you can.

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